They say each round of chemo gets worse. We start round two in the morning. We saw the urologist this morning....he is the nicest man ever! We got there early, like always, and I had taken something with me I had to rip the topstitching out of. I remember my butt hitting the chair and getting out my seam ripper and that is as far as it got!!! We got called back almost immediately because the patient ahead of us called and cancelled ten minutes before they were supposed to be there!!
The doctor came in, shook MM's man head, saw me and asked me, before he asked the patient how I was doing! I bet he does not make that mistake again!! He then moved his attention to MM. After he was done with him, I was picking up the things I had brought and he noticed the project I had brought to work on and was quite amazed I had made it! He sat and listened about the retreat and Missouri Star, took notes and said he was going to google it when he got home!! He was sitting on his rolling stool so close our knees were touching and he was holding my hand as he leaned forward looking into my eyes. He cares as much about me as he does about his patient. I told him that he was going to make me cry. He said when they taught the part about not caring about the patients family (he even asked about our girls!!) he slept thru it and missed the entire thing! When it was time to go, he raised my hand to his lips and kissed it! Were he about 20 years younger, he might be giving MM a run for his $$!!!! hahahahahaha!!!!
Tomorrow, we see the chemo nurse, who we talked to at the first session. In this meeting, like todays, I plan on speaking with her about this sickness issue I have been having. Since returning from the retreat, it has been much worse. Last night, I had to move out of bed and sleep on one of our couches because of the smell he gave off while he was sleeping. It isn't bad, but it does not agree with me. I know it sounds terrible, but I have to find out if there is something that can be done to make it stop. He isn't even sick....just tired! Me, I'm sick, I'm tired....just blah. You should be glad I was fine the week I was away from him. Perhaps I should move to Missouri until February...think they have any temporary jobs available????
The doctor came in, shook MM's man head, saw me and asked me, before he asked the patient how I was doing! I bet he does not make that mistake again!! He then moved his attention to MM. After he was done with him, I was picking up the things I had brought and he noticed the project I had brought to work on and was quite amazed I had made it! He sat and listened about the retreat and Missouri Star, took notes and said he was going to google it when he got home!! He was sitting on his rolling stool so close our knees were touching and he was holding my hand as he leaned forward looking into my eyes. He cares as much about me as he does about his patient. I told him that he was going to make me cry. He said when they taught the part about not caring about the patients family (he even asked about our girls!!) he slept thru it and missed the entire thing! When it was time to go, he raised my hand to his lips and kissed it! Were he about 20 years younger, he might be giving MM a run for his $$!!!! hahahahahaha!!!!
Tomorrow, we see the chemo nurse, who we talked to at the first session. In this meeting, like todays, I plan on speaking with her about this sickness issue I have been having. Since returning from the retreat, it has been much worse. Last night, I had to move out of bed and sleep on one of our couches because of the smell he gave off while he was sleeping. It isn't bad, but it does not agree with me. I know it sounds terrible, but I have to find out if there is something that can be done to make it stop. He isn't even sick....just tired! Me, I'm sick, I'm tired....just blah. You should be glad I was fine the week I was away from him. Perhaps I should move to Missouri until February...think they have any temporary jobs available????
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