At that size, you should be able to handle it on a domestic machine, even with little experience! Try it out on something small -- practice sandwich,...
Loss still hurts just as much, even years later, when it hits us again. And the loss of a good friend is one of those losses that's not acknowledged...
I'm at a place in my life where I have time to pursue new hobbies, and I have always admired people who create beautiful quilts. So I decided to become one of them (eventually, that is). I have a grown son. I live with a rescued Cocker Spaniel and a long haired cat who is the boss of us all.