Why I feel this bad I can't really say only that life keeps kicking me. I try so hard to keep going but it's getting harder.

But there is always something to look forward to - my husband ordered me the Farmers Wife book - I joined the Group last week - so I'm just gonna immerse myself in that for a while and shut the world out for a bit and keep myself to myself take a step back from everyone and try and get myself back on track.

Thanks for listening

Good night