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Quote Originally Posted by Lisapc View Post
Now I feel like dirt. During the past few months I have received (from my daughter who thought it was important) many cards and an adorable tea holder from forum friends who were concerned. As well as many private email messages. A few days ago I logged in to see well over 40 PM's and got through about 10 to realize that my swap partner for 2 swaps didn't receive anything from me. One I was sick and never completed it and the other I sent. I haven't been able to find out what happened yet. I was the co-host on 2 swaps that have come and gone, I think.

I was back and forth to Mass General many times and if I had asked hubby or daughter to check the forum they would have thought I was delirious. I was stripped of my tablet and snuck onto my son's laptop only a couple of times because I had the chance and did let forum friends know I was sick.

I couldn't and am not the type to post about every drug, symptom or test I have but I really honestly was unable to do anything more than lay down. I am the one that makes excuses to myself why I feel the way I do until I wake up in an ER which is what I did. I am still unable to drive, do laundry, garden, pretty much anything. I am now however allowed to sew but not for more than an hour and when I did for 3 hours because no one noticed I ended up sleeping for like 6 more.

I am really sorry that I have let anyone down and that was not my intent. I will make amends and never do it again no matter what it takes. I had no idea this was going to happen to me. I am really sorry and I feel bad because before I was sick I was weeks late on mailing out a gift.

I feel so bad right now because I have failed so many people lately. I have no idea where the items I have received even are besides the cards and tea holder which is adorable. My daughter will be here tomorrow afternoon and I am sure she knows because hubby has no clue. He said a few packages came for me but he told Brenna to put them away and he doesn't know where. I will find out tomorrow, have her take pictures for me and I will post them.

I am so sorry and I hope you can all forgive me.
oh my gosh, Lisa, we knew you were not able to do anything but sleep and try to heal. I sure hope your swap partner understands, I am sure she does. We were just all so worried about you when we didn't hear from you. I'm glad you are able to get back to doing some things. We hope to hear from you soon.